She only sleeps when it's raining

It's 3 AM I must be lonely...

i love vh1's countdowns

I could spend the rest of my days and nights watching VH1 talk about music, movies, and other pop culture information. It's so sad, but so true. You love it, too.

The True Meaning of Christmas

Eating Chinese food while watching "A Christmas Story" with the family was awesome. It's hard to believe that Christmas Eve is tomorrow. Time to get drunk with my true family.

These are the things I love about Christmas.

Ready to GO!!!

Peace out, first semester! Finally, the classes are over, the final exams have been taken, all of the "legal matters" have been taken care of, and I can just go home and relax. I have never been so excited to see my mom, my dad, nor my brother. Christmas is two weeks away, and that seems so strange. I am not so sure about seeing a certain someone, but I know that I have true friends to be there for me.


Commerce Township, here I am coming back, so WATCH OUT!

West Side Story

What an amazing show. There has never been a show like it on the Central Stage.

About all I can say.

Wow.

...

I wish I got a real break. I am ready to finish these classes and start new ones. I am just not ready for the cold. I can't believe Christmas is coming so soon. I don't even know what I want...

back home

I feel so much better. Drugs are really good. I hate being one of the first people back to school.
Although, it feels good when people get back.

I <3 MSU

siiick

Too bad this is how I looked and felt on Thursday, now I look and feel like total shit. Just my luck to be sick right before Thanksgiving break. I am already all alone, with no one to really talk to at home during a time one should be with family, but now I am going to be sick with no one around to take care of me.

Guess that's what I get. I am not sure what for.

Guess I will be sleeping. A lot. That can't be too good.

Back to my damned project.

tough love?

Why do mothers always fall back on the excuse "it's for your own good" or "it's hard for me to sit back and watch you do this to yourself"? To me, that means whatever state you're in is not good enough. I know my mom would never say a thing like that, but when it comes to one particular issue, it seems that I can never get to the point. I know she loves me and is proud of me in everything I do, except one issue.

I was told that as long as I try, that is all that matters. So since I am trying, why does it seem that it's just not good enough?

I would hate for my conscience to want to go to extreme bad resorts and go back to bad habits....

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside...

I may not be one of those that can easily hide, but I haven't known him long enough. I know it's not love or anything, but why do I have such attraction to someone I hardly know?

It must be the mystery factor, but that can't be good because I want to know someone before I like him.



I hope I get enough done tomorrow. It's gonna be a big day, and I am probably going to break down at least once during that day.

Hope not.


And I like this picture. A lot.

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there's nothing you can say
there's nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth


so


kEeP hOlDiNg On...

I Knew This Day Would Come...

R.I.P. Pooch

She lived to be 8 years old. She had stomach cancer. She could make anyone feel better about a shitty day. She had the coldest nose and the loudest purr. Her fur was the softest and she knew how to love like I never knew.

I loved her like a sister, maybe even a child.

She will be missed. I just hope that Violet isn't going to miss her too much. I also wish I was there for my parents.

Hopefully The Hills will make me feel better.

No Strings, Just Warm Summer Rain

So tired, but thank God no one comes and checks up on me, or else he or she would see a sleeping Calla every once in a while. I am so excited for the Hunt Club, but it's too bad it's going to be warm this weekend. I hope my grades are decent. Can't wait to tailgate sing next weekend, then the weekend after is retreat!

Is it weird there seems to be something missing? Guess one can never know.

A good shitty evening.

Didn't think there was such a thing, did ya?

Today was the perfect October day. Professor Chapman-Cook said it right, October is one of the best months. The color of the trees is changing, the air is crisp and not bitterly chilly, the sun still is out. We were able to go outside for our peer-editing portion of class. Luckily, we got to leave when we were done. The math quiz was alright, not sure if I did really well, or not so well at all. I was so proud of myself tonight that I got to be one of the final two for the Breathless solo, but Karin totally deserved it. It kind of sucked not getting it, but I am glad I am getting the hang of the audition process.

Can not wait for the hunt club. Tomorrow will not come soon enough. Let's just hope that I get up in time to work at the gym!

Goodnight, moon. Remember that book? It was my favorite, but this time, I am for real.



Goodnight, moon. And stars. And everything else around.

Wherever it goes, I'll always know...

So I am not sure that studying until 4:00 am is the smartest thing to do, but I still think that I did well.

I just wish that I could know how I am doing in all my classes. I have no idea what some of my grades are, and I hate that.




Oh well, guess it's time to go back to the first draft due in 2.5 hours.

FIRST

This is me. No, I am not naked, it's called a tube top.

It's really late, but I liked Danielle's blog, so i decided to make one.

Gonna try to sleep.