What. The. Fuck?

What did I do that was so terrible it pissed off Matt Aspinal? Whatever it was, it must have made him so mad that he not only decides that I am not worthy enough to work Carrie Underwood, not only must I be punished enough to work Lil Wayne, but guard the parking lot from 7:15 AM until 2:45. Why must the parking lot be guarded for that long? And with this crowd, I feel that I am going to need a gun for my own protection if I am going to be out there protecting these stupid rappers.

Just when I was getting over the fact that I wasn't going to get to work my favorite artist's concert, I have to work this shitty one, but at 7:15 in the morning.


Just when I thought my week couldn't get worse...

Still shambles, but happier

Life is so hectic, but at least I am a happier person. I hate IAH and ISS and Anatomy and Stats. Wait, that's all my classes!

Soon ISS will be pretty much done, with the presentation being off the ground and everything. Can't wait for ICCA.

This is unorganized today, but so is my life.

My Life is in Shambles

1. Douche-bag Professor decides not to go to class, but has a totally different TA (since the class doesn't have one) teach the class.
2. He still makes this large assignment due at midnight that night. Needless to say I didn't do very well on it.
3. This assignment took me the whole day to get as far as I got, and I still wasn't finished.
4. This assignment took all enjoyment out of my Capital Green rehearsal.
5. I woke up with an infection that has caused my right index finger, a very important finger I might add, to swell and hurt a lot.
6. The pharmacist took 4 years to fill my 10.99 proscription.
7. I am not ready for my first Anatomy and Physiology exam on Wednesday.
8. My father is angry at me because I don't know how to handle my credit card.
9. I am still homesick.
10. I miss my mom, dad, brother, and cat.
11. I am starting to think that I am not cut out for college.
12. I have not read anything for my ISS class.
13. I think I have gained even more weight than I thought I possibly could.
14. I miss having my best friend be my best friend.
15. I miss my real best friend.
16. I miss being on top of things.
17. I miss being truly happy.

Looking back...

This is the beginning of a new day.
I have been given this day to use as my will.
I can waste it, or use it for good.
What I do today is important, because I am exchanging a day of my life for it.
When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever, leaving in its place something that I have traded for it.
I want it to be gain, not loss; good, not evil; success, not failure; in order that I shall not regret the price I have paid for it.
For the future is just a whole string of nows.



I thought this was said by one of (if not the most) influential person in my entire life.

Even though I did not know it very well, this saying was the closest thing I have had to true prayer.

Maybe that's because it's a positive saying that is productive in achieving a good self-image.

Even though she gave me a lot of grief, she gave me much of what is made of my self-image today, and I could never completely thank her for that.

I just think this is one of the best ways to look at life.

She only sleeps when it's raining

It's 3 AM I must be lonely...

i love vh1's countdowns

I could spend the rest of my days and nights watching VH1 talk about music, movies, and other pop culture information. It's so sad, but so true. You love it, too.

The True Meaning of Christmas

Eating Chinese food while watching "A Christmas Story" with the family was awesome. It's hard to believe that Christmas Eve is tomorrow. Time to get drunk with my true family.

These are the things I love about Christmas.