Finally Finals

So this semester blew.

I hope I can change things around, but I truly think in order to learn about yourself, you have to see what happens when you're down.

My grades suck.
I am broke.
I didn't get the promotion.
I am fat.
My haircut is looking weird since I can't afford a new one.
I am lonely.




Next semester has to be better.

And it's because I have wonderful friends.

Long Time...

Wow, so much has happened since I last wrote on this...

Worked all summer.
Capital Green.
Surviving classes.
Finding myself.


I promise to get back to writing in this more. Think maybe it will do me some good.

<3

Best Summer Ever (And It's Only The Beginning)

1. Had an amazing time in Philly.
2. Had an amazing birthday.
3. Had an amazing time with my parents.
4. Have amazing friends.
5. Going to have an amazing Memorial Day weekend.
6. Going to have an amazing time at the Coldplay concert.
7. Going to have an amazing time visiting Michelle in Chicago.
8. Going to have an amazing Welcome Week.

I love life right now. Having the time of my life.

I can't wait...

I can't wait until summer. I am more excited for this summer than the summer after graduation. Back then, I didn't think that anything could top that summer, but I have grown so much and I have found much better friends in the past year than of all high school. Don't get me wrong, I have wonderful relationships that came out of high school, but I also figured out that many of the people I thought were my friends actually used me.

I can't wait until Relay for Life '08.
I can't wait until the Capital Green concert.
I can't wait until I get to see my parents for the first time since spring break.
I can't wait until my loft gets torn down and my futon gets thrown in the garbage.
I can't wait until final exams are over
I can't wait until I get to cuddle Violet.
I can't wait until I get to sit in the audience at Walled Lake Central's Pop's Concert as an alumni.
I can't wait until I lose the Freshman Fifteen (and then some) by doing Weight Watchers.
I can't wait until I go to Philadelphia with Capital Green.
I can't wait until I get to legally go to the bar, even if it's in Canada.
I can't wait until my hair grows out.
I can't wait until I get to feel summer tingle against my skin.
I can't wait until I move into my apartment with Kim.

Summer 2008, hope you're ready for me.

And I wish my hair looked like this still.

I can feel it coming

The warm sun, the morning doves, the smell of grass, the month of April. Yes, spring has sprung, and I want to get out of here. I don't necessarily want to get out of East Lansing, but I want classes to be done with. I wish summer was a month and a half, but classes didn't start until after Labor Day. I just want to move into my own place with my own room, my own food, and doing whatever I want.

Is that so hard to ask?

What. The. Fuck?

What did I do that was so terrible it pissed off Matt Aspinal? Whatever it was, it must have made him so mad that he not only decides that I am not worthy enough to work Carrie Underwood, not only must I be punished enough to work Lil Wayne, but guard the parking lot from 7:15 AM until 2:45. Why must the parking lot be guarded for that long? And with this crowd, I feel that I am going to need a gun for my own protection if I am going to be out there protecting these stupid rappers.

Just when I was getting over the fact that I wasn't going to get to work my favorite artist's concert, I have to work this shitty one, but at 7:15 in the morning.


Just when I thought my week couldn't get worse...

Still shambles, but happier

Life is so hectic, but at least I am a happier person. I hate IAH and ISS and Anatomy and Stats. Wait, that's all my classes!

Soon ISS will be pretty much done, with the presentation being off the ground and everything. Can't wait for ICCA.

This is unorganized today, but so is my life.